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  Table of Contents

  Copyright Info

  Title Page

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty One

  Chapter Twenty Two

  Chapter Twenty Three

  Chapter Twenty Four

  Chapter Twenty Five

  Chapter Twenty Six

  Chapter Twenty Seven

  Chapter Twenty Eight

  Chapter Twenty Nine

  Chapter Thirty

  Chapter Thirty One

  Chapter Thirty Two

  Chapter Thirty Three

  Chapter Thirty Four

  Chapter Thirty Five

  Chapter Thirty Six

  Chapter Thirty Seven

  Chapter Thirty Eight

  Chapter Thirty Nine

  Chapter Forty

  Chapter Forty One

  Chapter Forty Two

  Chapter Forty Three

  Chapter Forty Four

  Chapter Forty Five

  Marie's Mailing List

  The Women's Contemporary Originals from Marie Ferrarella

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  This novel is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents are products of the writer’s imagination or have been used fictitiously and are not to be construed as real. Any resemblance to persons, living or dead, actual events, locales, or organizations is entirely coincidental. All rights are reserved. No part of this book may be used or reproduced in any manner whatsoever without written permission from the author.

  Copyright © 2015 Marie Ferrarella

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  Moonlight Rebel

  by

  Marie Ferrarella

  Chapter One

  God damn their eyes! She wished she could kill them, kill them all!

  The seaport air was cold and damp. The night breeze reached through Krystyna's torn blouse and assaulted her just as the men were doing with their hungry eyes. She clutched the tattered shreds of silk against her and raised her head high.

  Countess Krystyna Poniatowska was petite, with a delicate, oval face, clear blue eyes, and a sharp mind that her father had often boasted of. None of it mattered now. She was in a strange world. Everyone and everything she knew and cherished was halfway around the globe. A total stranger in a strange land, surrounded by men who barely deserved the appellation. They were more like wolves ready to pounce on her. She kept her dark head proudly aloft, while her heart pounded madly in her young breast, and struggled to keep the fear that was gnawing at her from showing in her eyes.

  Don't look frightened, she told herself over and over again in her native tongue. You will survive to make them pay.

  Slowly her fear transformed into a desperate anger. It only served to harm her. She heard the man on her right laugh, saying something about her being more like a wild Gypsy than a countess. He drew closer to her, his hand gliding over her hair. She jerked her head away.

  Her father had always told her never to let the enemy know how frightened you are of them. Bravery confuses them, he had assured her countless times.

  But the Count was dead, and the young, muscular stranger who stood before her in the alleyway didn't look like the enemy. Enemies didn't have soft, kind eyes. But men with kind eyes didn't bargain with filthy vermin in dark alleys for the ownership of a woman.

  Ownership!

  The single word pushed the bile of fear back down her throat. God damn them all! she swore silently. She was worth more than the lot of them put together, even the stranger, whoever he was.

  Krystyna glared defiantly at the stranger. So much of his face was obscured by his beard. She didn't like beards, and this one was unkempt. Men in beards hid things. You couldn't read their expressions easily, couldn't tell what they were thinking by the sets of their jaws. She had always hated beards.

  Who was he? And what would he do with her once she was his, once he knew who she was? The foul-smelling idiot next to her would sell her soon. Sell her! How ridiculous! How unreal.

  Perhaps, perhaps, she thought wildly, it isn't real. Perhaps I'll awaken soon in my own bed, with Maruska drawing back the curtains. Home. Oh God, she wanted to be back home so badly. Tears rose in her throat.

  The sharp cry of a seagull pierced the air and dissolved Krystyna's desperate hope. She was here, in a Virginia seaport. Poland was somewhere halfway around the world, out of reach. She shuddered involuntarily, not from the night air or her torn blouse, but from the stark realization of her situation. She wished she could run. But to where? To whom? This was a strange land, and she had no money. No one would help her. There was no escape. She was hemmed in on both sides by her captors. And the dark-haired stranger blocked her way out of the alley.

  Nowhere to run. No escape. The thought choked her.

  Her indignation and fury were the only things left to cling to, and they kept her tears from spilling out. She'd die before she'd let these men see her cry. At twenty, she thought of herself as sophisticated and worldly. But nothing she'd ever been through had prepared her in the slightest for this humiliation, for this desperate situation.

  Krystyna closed her eyes and tried to propel herself away from the present, away from the bartering that was taking place. She was losing control. Even her thoughts would not obey her. They couldn't seem to go beyond the last series of events that had taken place in her young life. They slashed at her heart, bringing back the pain once again.

  Twenty is such a young age to be stripped of all hope, she thought. But it was gone, all gone.

  Papa, why didn't you listen to me? Why did we have to come to this godforsaken, barbaric country?

  Guilt wracked her. Maybe if she had insisted, her father would have capitulated to her wishes. She should have helped him find a way to remain in Poland, despite the political chaos that had engulfed their land, threatening to destroy them all. Seventeen seventy-five was certainly turning out to be a year of devastating strife and upheavals, but at least in Poland she would have known what to do, where to go. Here she was lost.

  A bitter smile twisted her lips, a smile that the stranger noted and wondered at as he looked at her beautiful face in the moonlight while attempting to extract both himself and the young girl from these two evil-looking men —alive. If he wasn't careful, he would lose the upper hand.

  He went on bartering in his calm voice, never underestimating the caliber of the vermin he faced.

  Father and I fled to America to be safe, Krystyna thought. Safe among barbarians . . .

  "We have to leave, Krystyna."

  Her father's soft voice echoed unnaturally in the morning room. It was filled with gloom, and contrasted sharply with the scene that existed just beyond the huge, multi-paned window. The beautiful fall day, crisp and clear, was pregnant with sweetness. Deciding that her father couldn't be serious, Krystyna bit her lip as she looked at his sad face.

  It was all true. Her worst fears had come into being.

  The Count was a short, bull of a man in his late fifties. He paced about the large room, agitated, his hands clasped tightly behind his back, his eyes unable to focus on anything. His round shoulders sagged badly.

  "It's happened, jus
t as I knew it would. That fool, our 'beloved King,'" he spat on the highly polished wooden floor, "has allowed them to partition Poland. Russia, Prussia, and Austria have rushed in and reduced us to half our size! The land we are on now belongs to Prussia." An angry expression rimmed in disbelief played on his face as he said, "We are Prussians."

  A small spark appeared in Krystyna's blue eyes and grew in intensity until they fairly glowed with fire. All the nationalistic patriotism that had been drummed into her since early childhood made her rebel at the words she heard. "That's impossible!"

  Count Stefan looked at his daughter, his only child, and shook his head sadly. "Not so impossible." He sighed. "King Stanislaw is not astute in political machinations. He did exactly what Russia wanted him to when he asked Russia to help him settle the growing turbulence between the Catholics and the Protestants. Spineless idiot!" Stefan raged, his round, wide face turning crimson. "Now the powers say we are overrun with religious persecution and can't govern ourselves properly."

  He put his ham-like hands on his daughter's slender shoulders. She is so frail, he thought. How is she going to withstand the journey that is ahead of us? "We have to leave as quickly as possible."

  "But our land . . ." Krystyna protested, stunned. Her father was one of the most outspoken, the bravest, men she had ever known. He had never run from anything. How could he entertain the idea of leaving?

  "Is not ours anymore." His voice nearly broke at the pronouncement.

  "What!" Horror and outrage punctuated the single word. She turned to the window, looking out at the trees, the sky. All at once, these simple, ordinary things took on an importance they had never had before.

  Not theirs?

  It had always been theirs. Since boundaries and countries had existed, it had belonged to the Poniatowskis. There had to be some mistake. Mutely, she begged her father to recant.

  But his words remained like solid, oppressive entities in the air between them as her father seemed to age before her eyes. When he finally spoke, it was with great difficulty.

  "My cousin informs me that our enemies are preparing to seize our land — and imprison us." Krystyna's eyes grew wide. "Yes, you too, my child." Guilt racked him as he spoke the words. What had he dragged her into? "It seems that you are far too outspoken for a woman, and far too patriotic for their liking. That is my fault, all my fault." Stefan took a deep breath. "Our enemies are afraid that I shall lead an insurrection against the new 'masters.' " What had he done to them? To her? He closed his eyes as he tried to gather his crumbling strength.

  When he opened them again, Krystyna saw his torture in them.

  "Oh, sweet Jesu, I wish I had married you off and sent you far away when Count Andrej proposed. You would be safe now. If only your mother had lived to raise you the right way. . ."

  "I was raised the right way," Krystyna insisted, lifting her chin proudly. Her heart ached for her father. She had never seen him like this. Suddenly, she was the parent and he the child. Such a simple exchange. Such an immense burden. Gently, she put a hand on his shoulder. "What good is a seed if it isn't allowed to bloom? You woke my mind to so many things that girls my age are blind to. How could I have married Andrej? He was more like a woman than I was. Such a fop. So concerned with his own toiletry and his money. So cruel to people." She shook her head. "I couldn't have tolerated that —and he wouldn't have tolerated me. I would have been in more danger there with him than I am now."

  She walked over to the huge multi-paned window. Two small peasant children were chasing one another in the field, playing some game they had just invented. Maruska's grandchildren. Was she seeing them for the last time? Krystyna wondered. She fixed a brave smile on her face and turned to look at her father.

  "So, what do we do now, Papa? Are we to flee into the night, clutching our belongings to our chests?" The words were intentionally flippant in the hope of making her father laugh, the hope of making him deny the gravity of the situation.

  "Yes." The Count lowered his pear-like shape into the chair she had just vacated. "I'm afraid your little scenario is quite accurate. Thaddeus Kosciusko is arranging passage for us. He will accompany us on the overland journey. . . ."

  Thaddeus? A smile crept to Krystyna's lips. For a moment, she allowed her mind to occupy itself with happier thoughts. She saw Thaddeus before her, his dark, good looks, his deeply tanned complexion. She thought of the way he always treated her, with respect tinged with a hint of something more. Perhaps this fleeing wasn't going to be so terrible after all. Not if he was coming with them.

  "Passage to where?" she asked. "France?" France would be nice at this time of year. Next to her own country, she thought she liked France the best. And her French was excellent, thanks to Professor DuBois.

  "Perhaps." Her father looked away evasively. "At first."

  "At first?" He had never been able to lie to her. He was trying now, she could tell.

  The Count looked down at his hands, unable to face his daughter. From so much to so little in so short a time. "I have secured a position for myself. Jan arranged it," he added quietly.

  Krystyna's eyes grew wider. "But Uncle Jan is in —"

  Count Stefan nodded. "America."

  America? The very name made her blood run cold. "Why would you want to go to America, Papa? They are . . . barbarians," she protested, using the only word that could accurately describe the inhabitants of a country devoid of social graces and infested with savages who scalped people.

  Breaking tradition, her father had hired instructors for her. A vast succession of tutors had educated the young Countess not only in the graceful, womanly arts, but in reading and writing in several languages. She absorbed history with zeal. History had always fascinated her. The history of those wayward British colonies that were populated with strange people who had no manners or breeding, some of whom could point to antecedents who were criminals sent abroad as outcasts of society, was marked by savagery.

  "We can't live in a place like that," she cried, horror-stricken. "It's uncivilized!"

  "I'm afraid we can't live in a civilized place for a while." Stefan rose, bearing his weight heavily. "Our enemies seem to be everywhere. Of course, my cousin may be exaggerating, but I won't take a chance on your life. America is the only answer. They won't find us in America."

  "No one will find us in America," Krystyna said with a sigh.

  Her father was undoubtedly right. He always was. But she couldn't bring herself to give up just yet. He was thinking of her, she knew. Still, she couldn't let him give up without a fight. She wanted to stay. To run was unthinkable. It was against everything he had ever taught her.

  She knelt on the floor next to him, her hands on his arm in supplication. "Father, we can't just leave because you are afraid for me."

  "The matter is not to be discussed. We are leaving." His voice was firm.

  A chill wrapped itself around her heart. "Forever?" she asked softly.

  The Count rose heavily. Krystyna got to her feet beside him. They were almost the same height. Stefan put an arm around her shoulders as they walked out of the room. "Perhaps not," he said. "Perhaps not." He respected her far too well to lie to her by making promises he wasn't sure he could keep. This was the best that he could offer.

  Krystyna merely nodded. She took in a deep breath and resigned herself to the events ahead. There were a great many things to be seen to. She didn't have time for self-pity.

  There would be time enough for that later.

  Chapter Two

  So much to do, and no time to do it. A lifetime to pack away in only a few short hours. Krystyna sat on her four-poster bed, staring at the furnishings surrounding her, things that had always been part of her world. Clothes, paintings, tiny mementos. She wanted to take everything with her. Each item had a memory tucked into it.

  But she knew that all had to be left behind. Trunks would only slow them. Swift flight was of the essence if they were to escape. Without being told, Krystyna knew that
their situation was even graver than her father had said.

  Shutting her eyes to the myriad of possessions that tugged at her heart, she packed only a few changes of clothing; a worn copy of Copernicus's writings, a gift from Thaddeus; and the small sampler her mother had embroidered for her when she was a child.

  As she took it from its frame, Krystyna ran her fingers over the worn material and looked at the words as if seeing them for the first time: Always trust in God and in yourself. She sighed. "There's not much left beyond that now, Mamma."

  Pushing other thoughts aside, she carefully rolled up the sampler and tucked it inside one of the shoes in her valise.

  And then, suddenly, it was time to go. Goodbyes were quick, but not quick enough to escape the pain. Maruska cried for all of them.

  "We will see each other again, my little one." She repeatedly stroked Krystyna's face, as if touch could help her retain the memory of her young mistress: "Oh, my dear, I am so sorry," she whispered, her voice cracking.

  Krystyna refused to succumb to the anguish she was feeling. "It's all right, Maruska." She kissed the soft, wrinkled cheek.

  Maruska dried her tears on her apron, nodding. Muffled sobs rang in Krystyna's ears as she ducked her head and sat down in the closed carriage beside Thaddeus. He gave her a heartening smile.

  Don't cry, she told herself, her hands clenched in her lap. Don't cry!

  There was no one but the old woman to watch the two cloaked figures disappear into the coach and ride away in the predawn light. She stood until she could no longer hear the sound of hoofbeats against the cobblestoned courtyard.

  "Godspeed, my little one. Godspeed."

  The bouncing and jarring of the coach was almost unbearable as they rode swiftly toward the harbor. The queasy feeling in her stomach vied with the desolation she felt in her soul. Krystyna tried not to think as the carriage carried them closer to the docks. There was so much to remember, so much to try to understand, but now she would have to concentrate only on survival. For if she didn't survive, the rest wouldn't matter. The thought eased the task of shutting out memories.